Moving Day

Well folks, Moving Day is upon us!!
We get the moving truck tonight, and leave tomorrow. It will take us about 7 days to cross country. We're stopping over for a few days at my Bros in Ohio to see the fam. So night 1) Spokane WA night 2) Billings Montana night 3) Sioux Falls South Dakota night 4)Davenport Iowa and night 5) + 6) Toledo Ohio (about 2 hours from Ry and Sarah. then by night 7) we should be in our new house in Cornwall ontario....possible delay due to stop over in Toronto at my uncles.

So thats the schedule, and after all the moving in comes all kinds of reno, but no worries i will make time to visit with everyone!!

To BC I love you and Will miss it here very much...To all my friends, I heart you!!! Chelle is organizing a visit to ontario...so sign up with her!!

So you won't be hearing from me for a bit, but i'll be back posting sooner or later

Human traits I will no longer accept in a Friend

This past weekend I was unfortunate enough to suffer through a bad camping trip. I lost my keys, my wallet, and a few friendships. A few friends were quite intoxicated, and one, who was drinking heavily because his girlfriend broke up with him, threw a fit at me, saying extremely mean things, an physically harming me by throwing a beer bottle and a chair at me. All this because I said he shouldn't have another beer but water instead. A few things happened between myself and his ex as well, such as her calling me a baby because I wouldn't play strip poker, of all things. So it is enough to say that I had no fun on my weekend off, and am still quite upset.

But something else makes me even more upset. The ex girlfriend is still camping; She decided she would text message me telling me that what happened camping stays camping. So in other words, they want me to not tell anyone they were awful. I think thats stupid. If someone asked me why i had a crappy weekend, I'll tell them what happened. Maybe not every detail, but its mine to say. I don't need to be told like a little child what i should or shouldn't say.

This friend, the female, has time and time again proven she is unbelievably selfish. Everything to where we have dinner to what movie we watch has to be decided by her. She has to take all the attention when sick or feeling down. She NEVER listens when you talk about your problems, she'll talk right over you.

So this post is me now decreeing, finally, that I will no longer stand for friends that don't give a crap about anyone but themselves....to the curb with them all! I am sick of making plans and having them broken, I am sick of being emotionally available to someone, and in return get nothing back. I won't be the rug everyone can walk all over. I have taken those kinds of relationships too often.

SO...if you're a soul sucking selfish psycho....leave me alone.

And to all those of my friends that I know aren't the above, I love you and Cherish you!

You Make Me

You Make Me

I think I give little pieces of me,
Of my heart, to all who ask it of me.
I pass out strings attached to my soul,
And never do I feel whole.

One for the boy who made me smile
Even when I wished he wouldn't.
One for a friend made in a quick moment,
maybe holding a piece of hers as well.

I think I give little pieces of me,
Of my heart, to all who ask it of me.
I pass out strings attached to my soul,
And never do I feel whole.

A piece to each brother,
To be tossed and nurtured all at once,
A piece each to two sisters,
Who take it on adventures.

I think I give little pieces of me,
Of my heart, to all who ask it of me.
I pass out strings attached to my soul,
And never do I feel whole.

A pretty piece each for mommy and dad,
who hold on dearly and ever so tight.
A piece for every grand parent,
even when the acquaintance is through a frame.

I think I give little pieces of me,
Of my heart, to all who ask it of me.
I pass out the strings attached to my soul,
And never do I feel whole.

A piece the size of a horse for little nieces,
that bring sunshine even on days remembered for sorrow,
A piece just leaving my heart,
for the next one born.

I think I give little pieces of me,
Of my heart, to all who ask it of me.
I pass out the strings attached to my soul,
And never do I feel whole.

A piece twenty times over
Found across the sea,
I see them with friends in worlds
Much different than mine.

I think I give little pieces of me,
Of my heart, to all who ask it of me.
I pass out the strings attached to my soul,
And never do I feel whole.
Except when I think of you,
Pulling on my strings.
I feel full beyond the ocean,
And sense love in the past.
I see you happy,
And it makes each string worth it.

Arrival Date: Early March

I just got a phone call from my brother and his wife sarah, annoucing to us that they are again pregnant. This will be their 3rd child. My nieces Micah and Eva are the most unique kids I've ever had the priviledge of loving. I can only imagine what this little one will be like, with those two as older sisters!

So stay tuned for the new addition of the Schmitz Family!

P.S. 26 days till moving day!